She'd known the second she woke up what she'd done- and how wrong it had been. A deep ball of shame and wrong and anger that had lurched down in her the moment she opened her eyes to find Black, and her secrets, gone.
He'd used her. It was so clear in the aftermath, and yet every moment leading up to it was only a blur. Joker leaving, crying, Black arriving, his arms around her, too tight to get away from, and his words crawling in to her ears.
She'd kill him.
Even before she'd known exactly how she'd damned them all.]
It is-
[She grips his hand too hard, but she doesn't- can't notice, the shame and desire to confess she'd been holding in since arriving spilling free, unable to contain it.
She didn't know what he meant- "not meant for our world".]
Ye left an' I jus' wanted-
[An ounce of comfort.
Black had been right. She'd wanted to forget that Joker didn't love her back.]
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She'd known the second she woke up what she'd done- and how wrong it had been. A deep ball of shame and wrong and anger that had lurched down in her the moment she opened her eyes to find Black, and her secrets, gone.
He'd used her. It was so clear in the aftermath, and yet every moment leading up to it was only a blur. Joker leaving, crying, Black arriving, his arms around her, too tight to get away from, and his words crawling in to her ears.
She'd kill him.
Even before she'd known exactly how she'd damned them all.]
It is-
[She grips his hand too hard, but she doesn't- can't notice, the shame and desire to confess she'd been holding in since arriving spilling free, unable to contain it.
She didn't know what he meant- "not meant for our world".]
Ye left an' I jus' wanted-
[An ounce of comfort.
Black had been right. She'd wanted to forget that Joker didn't love her back.]
I'm sorry-